I thouht I had a OK life including marriage

ZFS

Sorry for not writing in English.

% p* }- v+ e, w. c$ }I thought I had an OK life so far, if not better. We have married for 10+ years. Due to the fact that we have no child, we may have fought more than used to be (or should be). I have an introvert personality, and unfortunately, I become more emotional now. I never regret about this marriage itself. I believe, now and in the future, a relationship is about a commitment in both parties, most importantly, my own commitment unconditionally, with no if. Suddenly, I noticed now, I am just a piece of shit: she lost her heart, ages ago. I have to move forward, how would I handle myself? I had promised myself (not her) before this marriage: I would not physically hurt her when still married and I would take care of her when she is by herself.
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- N. s$ n" m; S4 l, CI beg for your 2 cents. Please provide your opinions, comments, suggestions, or even your hammer to show your interest.
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, ?5 b* B; C$ v% }- zGod bless you all, especially those in love, now or in the future. :13:

ccscshirley

Sorry for not writing in English.
: ?9 L! B! S% i' L# F) q2 s这贴上来就有问题。。。基本上没有懂这文章什么意思。那位高人出来指点一下？

fftinghoho

。。。。

Mr.eric

CHINESE STYLE ENGLISH?

无爱女子

勉勉强强看懂楼主的意思。
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更明显的是无可奈何的不满和怨意。
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爱情和相处是两码事，
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1 t" f7 F+ x" \" V若一切都能如相识的最初，

可是谁也停不住时间的脚步，
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与其看着生活失望，不满，
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不如主动改变自己，改变自己的期望，改变自己对生活的态度。
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" y8 i" U, j% I# P; b人其实过的是一个人的一辈子。

whetherfield

我怎么看不懂他什么意思啊？好像挺萧条的语气